rough times

Haven't had the time to blog abt anything! Decided to spend a little of my night just blogging ;-)

Life has been crazy busy recently, but finally I'm done with my last assignments in NP!

SO. DAMN. LIBERATING

like seriously, I couldn't really believe that FYP was over when we ended our presentation. We were living, breathing and sleeping while thinking of FYP. The late nights that we've stayed in school, fighting and getting our heads freaking heavy from all the thinking and brainstorming,

Not forgetting the other projects that we had to juggle at the same time. But we really had fun

OPT was the project I put most heart and soul in and luckily we got an A LOL.

SPOT US IN THE LITTLE BOX ABOVE US!

so proud to be featured on NP TRM's board ;') Made my final sem so memorable

slaving in school at night 

DMGT final presentation 

(where I almost mistook Norway for Philippines (cuz our FYP was all about that LOL) and was damn embarrassing cause the PH- was alr out of my mouth everyone was so amused)

a day before presentations where we felt like we were gonna vomit halfway while presentation HAHAHA. 

On the actual day we were shitting bricks and sweating like crazy tho we tried to act cool lol.

BUT WE DID IT YAY!

Could never have done it without them ;")

OUR WATERBOTTLE THAT WE GAVE EVERYONE (Almost everyone, we tried)

AND OMG I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I WAS SO NERVOUS DURING FINAL PRESENTATIONS that my mouth had this tendency to be super dry and weird and I couldn't talk normally lol.

aftermath of presentations, carrying nonsensical baskets home luckily anati offered to help me T-T

And I think the group did really well, hopefully we'll do well lah but if we don't, oh well. The tutor doesnt seem to like us and tbh didn't offer us much help, which was kinda demoralizing but I'm so glad we pulled through!

AFTER WE FINISHED OUR FINAL PRESENTATION OF BCOMM <3 sof was sick so...

Feli photoshopped him in HAHAHAHA LEGIT RIGHT.

my final assignment, bye burden ED.

& HI FISH & CHIPS YOU WERE SUPER YUMMY.

random shot of my WISP class with the sparkling juice the tutor got for us to celebrate the final lesson! SO SWEET PLZ.

ps: my current obsession is this little puff here he's so adorable I wanna hug him everyday

he stayed over at my house for 2 weekends and it was so fun seeing his happy face when I wake up! my happyboy/bao hahaha <3

SO. DAMN. CUTE. I. CAN'T

Now it's time to study for finals BUT I AM SO LAZY LIKE IT FEELS LIKE THE HOLS ALR PLS.

oh well, gotta get some motivation back asap!!!

grabbed some llaollao with anati after OPT consultation on monday heh :-)

  FAT MEOW SO QT

anyway, tmr's a really special day for me and I'm kinda excited heh <3

haven't been really spending time with the boy and hopefully tmr will be really fun!

@ jurong safra for Zhiyong's advanced 21st! ;-)

KBYE GUYS.

ridiculous

so i haven't blogged since FOREVER and I'm terribly sorry (tho no one reads my blog ever cause is damn dead).
BUT I have been crazy busy, last sem of poly is no joke like seriously I hate school every single minute.
Okay tbh it's not that bad sometimes cause of friends and stuff but still assignments are killing everyone.
Common tests are in a few day's time and guess who has not started a single shit yet?

ANYWAY, since I'm so goddamn busy why am I even blogging.
Cause the most ridiculous thing happened to me just 5 minutes ago.

So I have weird bug bites that turn into bruises recently and they're all over me. 

I visited the doctors and he told me typical GP shit and told me to sun my mattress and stuff.

(That's why I'm not at lectures anyway)

Anyway, since it was damn sunny I decided to sun my comforter! And I love my comforter cause the boy bought it for me so it kinda feels special. Just when I went t get a glass of water I SUDDENLY REALIZE THE STUPID COMFORTER WAS MISSING LIKE WTH.

Of course I ran to my window and lol I seriously rolled my eyes when I saw that it flew to someone's clothes hanger SIGH.

ran down to level 3 and the lady was so nice but we couldnt get it back, so I told her to poke at it till it drops to ground level.

AND when I reach ground floor the comforter flew to the clothes hanger one storey down so I had to run to level 2 again and run back down.

But luckily I got it back!!!

BUT YOU'RE SUCH AN ASS I ALMOST DIED OF A HEART ATTACK

But you'll always be my one true love cause you're the perfect background for my instagram photos!

KBYE HAHAHAHAHA

Late night thoughts

I've always been afraid,

Yet I've always locked that fear deep inside me. 

I told myself that I had to be strong, 

That everything happens for a reason. 

But somehow, tonight I can't seem to convince myself 

That everything would be alright. 

Fate seems to be playing games with me, and frankly I'm tired.

Tired of feeling all the pain, 

Tired of my heart weighing a ton. 

Wishing that hopefully, all my worries would vanish into thin air.

And that I can finally breathe again. 

Ashes

So hey guys. School has been kinda horrible and I really miss work. Oh well, I'm sure it'll get better real soon (I HOPE OMG). 

In the meanwhile, here's some photos of my last day in Fullerton & also when I visited them last week. I wonder why I miss them so much. 

And my last time returning to my 娘家。

With my FAV 师傅。the first person I actually met in housekeeping and I always told everyone that he would be the dream husband that every girl wanted (but sadly would never get). 

So yeah. Looking back, it made me realize how much fun I had, and how the room attendants actually made such a huge difference in my life. I would never had survived without them, and I am extremely grateful.

 I really am. 

Shopping with the colleagues! 

And a farewell dinner with 姐姐 before she flies back home! 

With the bae <3

And he had a new haircut! So cute ( ^ω^ )

I do hope that I can find my happy potion in school cause I'm miserable as hell. 

Xoxo. 

结束

昨天，我结束了在Fullerton七个多月的旅程。
结束的好不完美哦。
有时，我会想，最后一天时，大家会想我吗？会舍不得吗？
结果，结束得太快了。好失望，好难过，也有点绝望。
算了吧。把烦恼都忘了。

bittersweet

It's my last day at work today, and I'm dreading it like crazy.
can't imagine leaving the place I call my second home and not coming back forever.
Oh well, parting has always been such sweet sorrow.

I cant believe that September just flew past.

I haven't even gotten the chance to blog about anything and its so surprising how fast time flies.
It's October and soon work will really end for me & it's back to school.
Odd, but I seemed to have dedicated a piece of my heart at The Fullerton Hotel. 7 months at this place has really made me feel a part of the hotel. All the people are amazing, and it has been the best time of my life working at somewhere that made me feel so loved and welcome.
Damn, I don't wanna leave. Really.

But I don't exactly have a choice so yeah.

Oh, and I'm leaving for BKK tmr morning (literally tonight tbh) and it's kinda exciting but I can't really be bothered LOL apart from buying loads of stuff (THAT I AM EXCITEDDDDDDD).

I'm really gonna shop like crazy and it'll be so damn fun since the last time I went to BKK was like 12 years ago HAHAHA.

.

Recently something's kinda wrong with me. I'm so cranky, so vulnerable, so lonely, so happy, so emotional.
I wonder why.