Wednesday 31 October 2012

sugared truth

so you know that there's always some nights when you feel a little down, a little lonely and a little dejected.
well, tonight's one of them for me.

Monday 29 October 2012

uncertain

oh hello people, it's been a while since I updated hahaha.
No time plus I've been so lazy to blog. School has been pretty okay :-)
tomorrow's monday, which means that I'll have MAEC lecture, tutorials &....... S&W. which happens to be lifesaving. which I did not put under my 13 choices at all BUT I was stuck with that AND I appealed successfully but the in-charge ridiculously did not inform me and claimed that she wouldn't be accepting any more appeals.
so yep, I'm gonna be the first lifesaver that doesn't know how to swim. damn that sounds retarded. I mean seriously.......
Bought my swimsuit with jiaying ytd and I'm so fat. Like seriously omg I can't even bear to look at myself. hahaha.

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- with huixin on........ I forgot hahaha. had dinner with her and polly, khaliesa & sandy then grabbed froyo with her!

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super unglam photos of me during TCP camp LOL






first OSLT meeting which sucked cause it was so awkward lol




Laksa steamboat outing with megahorses! :-)



cruise photos from min's dslr. LOL first photo is cute but 2nd photo shows how short i am T-T




FML which was a 4km run for charity :-) photos with lynette & casia!





2nd OSLT meeting! ice breaking games were really fun but the fund-raising discussion was sleep-inducing
and I really regret not volunteering for Media IC. It's okay, there'll be other chances for other posts.
at least, that's what I'm telling myself to comfort myself :(


sometimes, I really find myself a little blue :(
I feel blue when I feel lonely.
I feel blue when I realize that I care too much, when I realize that I don't really matter to the ones that really matter to me.
I feel down when I get stressed, upset, annoyed, depressed.
but, all these will pass :-) At least, I hope!

ugh but seriously, I wanna feel that I matter to those that I love. which....... is quite a lot hahaha.
okay time to pack my lousy school bag & sleep.
ciao lovelies have a great monday ;D

ps: I really need to lose some weight. god I miss my weight during holidays before I started poly.

Wednesday 17 October 2012

the faster you climb, the harder you fall

hello love, so I am too lazy to update properly so I shall just post some of my fav photos here hahaha!

so firstly, here are some photos from TRM cruise!
it made me realize that cruises can be really boring, cause the ship was just that entertaining.
but still, travelling with friends was rather fun :-)



at harbourfront waiting to board the ship









ktv with classmates <3 old songs all the way omg


with lynette & casia! lol we dressed really casually


and this set of photos from casia's dslr is loved. so damn pretty and i love the lighting









my own camera for once lol. with lynette! the sea breeze was AWESOME YO


and us in formal for dinner!


with casia!


with lynette!


with amirah!


with amira!


with zihui & casia!

shall upload my photos of the cruise on another day. too many yo!

next: our first jean grey outing! hahaha!
it was a really fun day!


the cake that I baked!


raspberries


met marcia and we bought laoban for them :-)


LOL they claimed that I love to take such shots HAHAHA


with the girls from jean grey! (minus lijun)


the food they prepared!


:-)


group photo!



this shot is damn cute it's a pity it's blur!


a slice of handmade cake! not bad alr ley!


with jeremy


with sarah! love her she's so sweet



with marcia! my absolute love hahaha she's so damn nice!!!





nicoletteeeeeeeeeee she is awesome <3



with the super duper tall kaixiang! hahaha he is seriously damn tall!


zhiyong, the alcoholic hahaha!



alson! the one that lives surprisingly near me!



and lastly with clarence! hahaha he is super pro at posing while i take unglam shots of others!
after the simple yet really enjoyable dinner, we went home. LOL I was counting on alson to bring me home cause i didnt really know how to, but he was even more clueless so.........yeah.
luckily we found our way hahaha!
love camphobic grp luh seriously :-)

and lastly, lakota outing to gardens by the bay!


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I look so secondary-school that I love this photo hahaha. (ahlian smile)



le lakota freshies! :D



with jiaying <3



with jiajia!



with xueying


love the neon bracelets & the shoes!


the weather was so damn hot, but it was perfect for a picnic


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touristy photo. lol it was my first time gg to gardens by the bay!


my bag lol and my phone's lighting up






picnic food prepared by the others!


NOMNOMNOM




udders ice cream!



such an exotic flavour!



love this shot cause my outfit looks good hahaha


group shot!





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and after that we went to cineleisure to catch a movie!


brown shoes teehee








then we surprised xy & dq with cake as a belated bd celebration! hahaha a week early but it's okay!

so yeah! that's it.

school's started again and....... I don't feel much. my timetable allows me to sleep so i'm a bit thankful for that, tho it means that we have to go home late :-(
and I have no school tmr since it's the first week and tutorials dont start then!
hahaha alright goodbye xoxo.